The Man and The Feeling dream

May 22

Yet another tossy turny mostly unclothed night.
These places and the bedding are always so hot!

I had a ‘The Man and The Feeling’ dream last night. I can remember this one because, when I woke, I replayed it over and over, not wanting to forget it.

I walked into a bar and ordered a drink. The guy looked into my eyes intently and even though we only exchanged small talk, I could tell he was really studying me.

I got my drink and walked to another part of the bar, knowing he would see women everyday and suspecting they all got the same attention. He then came over to me. He was genuinely intent on me and I felt ‘seen’.
Next we were driving in his car – I said I was having fun and even though he still didn’t say much, I could tell he was having fun too.
We got to our (hotel?) rooms, which were beside each other.
I stood in front of mine and he stood in front of his, watching me. I didn’t know what to do – I froze.
Soon, the curtain of mine was pushed aside and a man I didn’t recognize or feel anything for casually opened the door with a look of ‘Oh – it’s only you!’ and went back into the room.
I stayed standing there, still unable to move. And The Man stood there too – being ‘with’ me, not saying anything but staring at me with absolute warmth and devotion, gauging how I felt and what I would do.
Then the dream ended.

I haven’t had one of those dreams for a while and this one was significant because it was the first one I can remember where The Man had a face.